June 9, 2009
Almost one year ago…
Almost one year ago, I graduated from medical school. That was my last post in 2008.
I’ve since worked for about a year now in 2 hospitals and finishing the yr training contract soon. I’m due to continue my training then for another couple of years before deciding which specialty I’m heading for.
Or not.
A lot has happened in a year, and I have come to realize that I’m missing so much in my life. There are lotsa things I wanna do, and places I wanna see while I’m still young and healthy.
Within the last year, I have seen so much griefs in my everyday work, and I can’t stand it anymore. I have been building so much hatred towards the job I’m ’set’ to spend the rest of my life with.
I was a ‘depressed’ medical student, and was temporarily relieved to graduate and leave the fucking 5 yrs of nightmare behind. And now I’ve turned into a depressed doctor. Is this my true call?
Yet, I’m expected to continue doing this job for at least another 10 years minimum to ‘pay my debt’ to the nation which sent me to this hell.
Yeah, yeah, you’ll say that I’m ungrateful for my so called ‘gift’ to help others, being selfish and wasting other ppl’s money n time…but what the fuck do you know? You’re not me.
Anyway, I’m back…and bitter. Nevertheless, thanks for all the support eventhough I haven’t posted anything since last summer….
Will write again soon!
June 12, 2008
A friend told me…in life, give the impossible a go.
Might not work out, but you won’t spend your life wondering ‘what if’….
May 19, 2008
The End and The Beginning…
The End of my exams…alhamdulillah…and The Beginning of my career…
You guys can call me Dr. Ashiqin now! hehe
I’m officially a qualified doctor on 19th June 2008! 
May 9, 2008
The Bamford (Oxford) Classification of Stroke
I’ve been struggling with the Bamford classification of stroke for the exam on Monday. This video really helps simplifying the classification system.
Hope it’ll help my colleagues as well. Good luck to everyone for the final blast!!! 
May 1, 2008
Something random…something weird
Just been tagged by Hamdi a few days ago…so here goes:
So, it’s like this….
Rules
1. Link to your tag and post these rules on your blog.
2. Share 7 facts about yourself on your blog, some random, some weird.
3. Tag 7 people at the end of your post by leaving their names as well as links to their blogs.
4. Let them know they are tagged by leaving a comment on their blog
Now, 7 random and/or weird facts about me. You decide which one is weird….
I love seafood…and anything possibly related to seafood (including aquarium
)
I have all my books, PC, printer, duvet, and pillow on the couch in my living room for several weeks now for my exams. I can study, do my research project, search the Medline, check emails, watch tv or cook whenever I want without having to go back and forth to the bedroom. Darlene is hogging the other couch with her laptop. So both of us are literally living in the living room right now. Our bedrooms are just for sleeping, prayers and changing clothes. (hopefully we’ll live a normal life again when the final exam fever subsides!)
I always switched off my phone at night so I can sleep peacefully (and put the home phone as far away as possible from my bedroom).
I really want a cute pet tortoise but decided not to get one since I won’t have time to clean its aquarium (or it may die of loneliness).
I love watching documentaries, whatever topic that can keep me glued to the seat!
Traveling on the bus make me sick. I’d rather walk than suffering from the motion sickness.
I hate shallow people more than anything (sorry shallow ppl…no offense to anyone).
There, 7 random facts about me…I’ll decide whom should I tag later…*wink*
Have a nice day ppl…and pray for my success in the finals!
Wassalam….
March 25, 2008
Need new SLR…
Just a lonely dandelion amongst other colourful flowers…I took this pic at the park ( near the Student Union building) during Spring in UCC…a day out with Aydeya..hehe
This next picture is just a piece of Monaco. Among all the pictures that I captured in Monaco, this is my favourite. Monaco is definitely an amazingly beautiful country!
